Philip Ganzfried’s Memorial Service – 9/11/2019
- Philip, age 32, passed away unexpectedly in his sleep Sept. 5th, leaving behind his wife, Jennifer, and two small children, Joshua (5) and Isabella (3)
Delivered by Pastor Rick Keaton, Philip’s Father-in-Law
“Family and friends, as a pastor for 30+ years, I have come alongside many to help them walk through their loss of loved ones but nothing in my experience or training could prepare me for something like this! This is not only unexpected, it’s heartbreaking, it’s unimaginable! How can this be? Wake me up! Is it all just a bad dream? Unfortunately this is real.
When Jenn called us early Thursday morning, what she said rocked me to my core! Everything about being a pastor just disappeared. As her dad I just wanted to fix this, but nothing I could do could fix this for Jenn or our grand kids! Our hearts ache.
All of our lives have been changed forever. There is no going back. However, there is no staying in this awful moment either. We must and we will move forward one step at a time. One day at a time!
Usually, as a family grieves the loss of their loved one, everyone gathers together to help them get them through those difficult days of mourning. The outpouring from family and friends right now has been beyond anything we could have imagined. We feel the love for Philip, for Jenn, Joshua and Isabella. As parents, we four, thank you! We too have felt and seen your love in action for all of our family members. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Life will be different now. We will try to adjust to a new norm. In our case the new norm is so radically different. For Jenn, Joshua and Isabella the life they pictured with Philip, the new chapter in their lives quite possibly awaiting them in Tennessee, will never be! The whiteboard of dreaming what could be… has been completely erased!
Faith, Family and Friends! We will need to run to them and not from them! It is times like these, that rocks each of us to our core. Our foundations are exposed. Our beliefs, our faith is either built on solid rock or sinking sand. This storm in our lives is like a hurricane we never saw coming and had no time to prepare for! This hurricane called Death, not Dorian, has hit us as a catastrophic one for the ages!
We must run to our Faith not from it! Our Faith is in a person, Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior! We must run to Him and not from Him! We must run to our Family as well, not from them! We will need each other like never before! We too must run to our Friends, not run from them. We will need them to be the hands and arms of Jesus. Jenn will also need them to be the hands and arms for Philip too. That is what the Body of Christ does best!
Each day ahead, for Jenn, the kids and all of us, will have its own set of loss, problems, fears, doubts and heartache. Tears will come along with the heart ache, but so may the anger and the questioning, but that will be okay. It is part of the process that is called “the 5 stages of grief and loss.” It is even okay for us to express our anger towards God. He already knows how we feel. He has big shoulders, He can take it. By expressing our anger, our doubt, our loss, by letting it out, He can lead us to “a peace that passes all understand”, ( Philippians 4:7) and a new “joy that comes in the morning” (Psalm 30:1-5)!
They now say that “the 6th stage of grief” is to find “meaning through the loss”! We may or may not find that meaning in this lifetime, or even the answer to Why? on this side of the grave! However, we can lean on The One who knows and He will get us through!
He is the Great Shepherd, the one who walks with us through the valley of the shadow of death and will leads us to a new field on the other side. King David wrote that in Psalm 23. As a boy he was a shepherd, he slew bears, lions and a giant of a man called Goliath! King David was a musician too! He was known as “a man after God’s own heart”
Acts 13:22 … After removing Saul, he made David their king. God testified concerning him: ‘I have found David son of Jesse, a man after my own heart; he will do everything I want him to do.’ 23 “From this man’s descendants God has brought to Israel the Savior Jesus, as he promised.” (NIV)
David wrote half of The Psalms in the Old Testament. He also designed the plans for The Temple that His son Solomon would later build! He experienced victories and defeats, heartache and loss and yet he worshiped his LORD, especially in music.
Music has a way of ministering deep into the soul. Music existed in Heaven even before the Earth was created! It has a way of touching us when we are happy and joyful or even when we are sad, lonely and heartbroken! It has a way of restoring the soul because music originated in Heaven as worship towards God (Isaiah 6:3, Revelation 4:8)!
Philip called King David in his book, “the Dude of all Dudes”! Philip loved to worship! He worshiped the same one David worshiped: their Creator, their Shepherd, their LORD. The One who would later be revealed as from the line of David, Jesus Christ himself, King of Kings and LORD of Lords.
Jesus, himself, came to earth from heaven! He humbled himself, became a man in order that He might become our Savior over our main problem: sin and death. It is His resurrection from the dead some 2000+ years ago that gives us our HOPE here today!
Many have tried over the years to erase Jesus and His story from the history books as a mere a legend or fable, a nice story but not real. But it was not made up, it was not a legend nor a fable nor even an exaggeration of a life well lived! It was testified to by many, even some individuals outside of the Bible reference that this Jesus did in fact live as an historical person on Earth.
Those who knew him the closest did in fact witness something so powerful it changed the course and direction of their lives! If you are skeptical here today….go ahead if you need to and do your own historical research and come to your own conclusions. Do not take my word or anyone else’s word! Many have taken this journey before you and have come to some astounding conclusions!
In 1 Corinthians 15, the apostle Paul wrote of the power of what he saw and experienced in his own life. He went from being a persecutor, a killer of Jesus followers, to being a sold-out follower of the risen Jesus!
1 Corinthians 15:3 For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, 4 that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures, 5 and that he appeared to Cephas, and then to the Twelve.
6 After that, he appeared to more than five hundred of the brothers and sisters at the same time, most of whom are still living, though some have fallen asleep.7 Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles, 8 and last of all he appeared to me also, as to one abnormally born.
9 For I am the least of the apostles and do not even deserve to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God….
12 But if it is preached that Christ has been raised from the dead, how can some of you say that there is no resurrection of the dead? 13 If there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised. 14 And if Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless and so is your faith….
17 And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile; you are still in your sins. 18 Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ are lost. 19 If only for this life we have hope in Christ, we are of all people most to be pitied. 20 But Christ has indeed been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who have fallen asleep. (NIV)
Our Faith has been rocked to the core, but when we run to our Faith, we find Jesus, the Solid Rock on which we stand. You know it’s interesting that we call Him ‘Jesus“, that’s His English name that came about when the Bible was translated into English just some 500+ years ago. His parents actually gave Him the name “Yeshua” in Hebrew.
The Old Testament equivalent was the name “Joshua. Jenn and Philip named their son, Joshua! Both names, Yeshua and Joshua mean “Yahweh is salvation” or “God is salvation” in the Hebrew. That is why you see, there is “power in the name of Jesus”. His name literally means God is salvation and He is the Son of God!
In the Old Testament, the name for GOD was (YHWY) “Yahweh” or as some would say “Jehovah”, as we pronounce it in English today. What is fascinating is that it is spelled out in Hebrew with just four letters yod, hey, vav, hey.
Whatever way one pronounces “Yahweh” in English or in Hebrew, these four letters in Hebrew are also pictures. They tell a story. The “yod” was a picture of an arm with a clenched fist. The “hey” was two outstretched arms raised high and the “vav” was simply a picture of a nail or peg like one would use to drive into the ground when setting up a tent.
Do you see the picture in the name of God, (YHWY) “Yahweh”?…yod, hey, vav, hey …clenched fists, arms outstretched and nails.
Jesus’ name meant “God is salvation”. Jesus ,himself, became our salvation over death by taking on death itself at the cross with clenched fists, outstretched arms and nails driven through his hands and into the cross! But it is His resurrection over death that gives us HOPE here today beyond the grave!
The word hallelujah means to sing praises to Yahweh, to God, and usually with uplifted and outstretched arms. This is how Philip worshiped unashamedly each week in church and usually he was on or near the front row because he did not want to be distracted!
Hebrews 12:1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2 looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God. (ESV)
Philip has run his race to completion, although it was not a marathon, it was a sprint! He seemed to live life in a fast paced way, accomplishing so much in only 32 years. But his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ only lived on this earth 33 years! I wonder what that conversation was like when Philip saw Him face to face!
Philip, kept his eyes on Jesus, the founder and perfecter of his Faith. He worshiped Him deeply! Now we have a Modern Day Hero of the Faith who is a part of the cloud of witnesses that is cheering us on to run our race of Faith to its completion! Let us keep our eyes on Jesus, let us run to Him and not from Him during this difficult time of loss!
You know they say that a dying man’s words are some of the most important words that a man can utter! Philip did not know that he would die so young, yet he has left us his last words! It just so happens to be in a short book that he completed in his last month of life and he was planning on publishing this fall! Philip was everything he wrote about in his book: MAN or MALE? THIS is NOT a DRILL! Philip you are the MAN!
Now we will worship your LORD and ours with outstretched arms!”
Phil Wickham’s Song – Living Hope (Lyrics)
Watch the Memorial Service – DesignerTruth.org
Book: MAN or MALE? THIS is NOT a DRILL! by Philip Ganzfried
Amazon to publish (Fall 2019)